Make it rain
What was I thinking of
In my first few weeks of energy alignment, kundalini awakening, god-smack moments, spirit taking over my life kind of first few weeks, I was going crazy.
Things were rushing towards me as if I was a black hole that could swallow the world around me. I was in my 20’s very naïve and didn’t expect the god awakening to be so stupid form my side. I didn’t know anything, and while many people that did awaken at the time have managed to make sense of themselves and move into amazing creativity, I got stuck on dumb avenue for quite a while.
It has been many years ago, and I moved through many streets and roads, and accumulated so much of my inner self that I am back to that same old street, but this time looking at the sign ‘dumb avenue’ with one eyebrow lifted all the way to my vertex, thinking to myself nope, not as hollow as my first crush course had been. Thank you very much, I’m out of here. – and this is not to say I am too much of a thinker.
I am talking about it because I am not special. Because every person is that singularity, that unit that can swoop energies and makes it happen.
Many young people that are coming for a session wanted to know how to manifest. ‘Teach me how to manifest’, as if there is a system that can be taught and voila’ one can manifest what they want.
Well, there is a system, but it is not out there.
It is inside and its name is Heal Yourself, collect yourself, know yourself, become the sum of your soul yourself.
It starts by reaching love. It doesn’t matter how, go crazy on life, fall in love. And when everything looks so good, this is where awareness comes into play to continue choosing your vibration by remembering how you want to feel. It is not easy at first because what you are going to manifests is usually not what you wanted, but you still have to stick to it by changing your perspective on what is happening.
It is very easy if you believe that everything that is happening in your life is good. Everything without exception. How fast can you transmute and change your feelings about an event that throws you off? Accepting it as an act of kindness to you even if it is hard?
With people it is “to give the other cheek”. It is to say, I accept. Not to accept because you deserve it, but accept because you know their behavior, whatever it is, has to do with what is happening with them and many time it is a projection. It doesn’t mean literally give the other chick, it means don’t be moved by it and understand, love them. Not easy in real life.
Manifestation can happen instantly, well, it happens instantly because life, god, the energies, love, the planet, your guides, spirit, or your soul, are always giving you what you are.
Fake it until you make it, some say, personally, I was a hard-core believer in god before I went through my cycle of doubt and understanding- grew up. So, to me the glass wasn’t half empty or half full, to me, there was no glass only god, and therefore, I not only accepted but I found the gift in it. I still do it in many ways, but slightly different.
Belief is an awesome shortcut, because you can look at things and learn from them, but you also let go. The sneaky part of belief is not taking responsibility, the “god willing” “god forgive”, and things will work for you but you may continue pushing the same button and receiving the same results, and once in a while repent and get something good in your life- it is not awareness work, it is just holding tight to the altar.
In Hebrew, the root of the word manifestation is coming from the word rain- הגשמה. Water the plant and it will grow. We are in manifestation times because we are in the age of Aquarius, and the symbol of it is a man holding a vase or a bucket and pouring water. Water is the great mother and space. As above so below, as below so above. Why not?
Many years ago, an acquaintance told me how she manifests:
- I see an oven in my mind’s eye, and I think about it as if it is the oven of the universe and I send my wishes to be baked. If I want money, I put money in the oven.
-Did you get money, I asked?
- I got lots of letters from credit cards companies asking me if I want a credit card, like you won’t believe.
- Well, I said, it’s like asking for diamonds and receiving sand rocks, don’t you think?
But yes, if you ask a direct manifestation, let’s say like my friend, money, and really really concentrate on it, you might have a dump of one dollar bills with many coins tossed into the bag for fun. And if you think the universe didn’t have its moment of cracking up, I’ll be doubting it.
There is a story about king Solomon that could ask for anything he wanted, but he asked for wisdom, and when he did, he received the riches too. This story relates to the way the universe is really working, the idea is to go for your heart desire, not material things because those follows.
You open that pandora box called you, and you find the things you really love, those things that inspires and stimulate your whole being. They don’t have to be big because big is an illusion, let’s not forget that the whole universe mass can suck itself into a tiny grain size point. Once you make your first step towards that thing that you love, you actually made a step towards energies that sustain growth, and they will start pulling themselves together for you. Well, that is the thing, isn’t it? Energies always pulling themselves together, it is just a matter of being aware of them and on the same side, or not.
When the movie The Secret came out and made so much noise that even I heard about it. A friends told me that I should have a wishing board, can you imagine? Do you want my sky family to make fun of me? What wishing board? Wishing board is spiritual for sleeping beauties, not for spaces cowboys, never mind I’m a girl.
The universe knows what I want was my answer to my friend, of course.
You manifest who you are, that’s how god did it and that is how all his images are doing it.
If you don’t like your manifestations, you can see exactly what is it that you think is wrong with them and draw a line to that place inside of you that created it. I am talking from experience.
Manifestations can also be looked at as a tool for clearing and removing things to make room for new energy to come in. Sometimes, you just have to let go without too much understanding of why… Did I attract this thief into my life? I don’t think so, do I want to pursue with a lawsuit? Yes, but I’m going to let it go because I just don’t feel like dealing with those energies in my daily life. I also don’t want to make room for this kind of energy on the planet. Once I let it go, I saw the gift. Multiple.
Thank you is but a tamed word for true gratitude felt when everything you ever wished for already exists, music cords are playing in your heart and all you can do is pace yourself to sound like a normal person and not a total loon.
I am testing, checking inside with the compass that is not given by society, but my own being. Yet, most of the time, there is nothing to think about. Move, and it will move with you. Consider your thought a movement and your movement a thought, and watch where you are going.
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