One by one the ideas dropped in like guests arriving at a fancy wedding as I was writing away my observations and thoughts. And I stopped to think about it…, yes, thinking about thoughts is something I got used to. Plucking them off the air they came from- and finding them like walking from one streetlight to another in a semi luminous night.
And eventually, arriving at a light house where everything is made of crystal clear glass that reflects inspiration, or- someone else’s thought-form that is hanging in the air looking for a mind to express through it. Here I am, available.
I don’t like unattended thoughts flying around even if in a certain place and out of time we are all one.
-Take it all the way, they said, don’t stop now.
-Why not stop? Those ideas are axioms of life, why should I repeat the obvious?
-What is obvious to you is not obvious to others.
-What is not obvious to others needs to be learned through trial and error, don’t you think?
-But you can cut short the error-time, put your penny into the basket of good ideas
-Don’t be so sure of that. Who are you anyway?
-We are you
-My tush tush you are me! You know how many times I heard people say it? “We are the collective of bla bla” There is nothing there, just spirits making noise to be heard from somewhere in the many lines of time, as if to say, we exist. Trying to influence people…
- …
- Say something, where did you go, voice?
- We thought you wanted us quiet
- Are you refraining from a good debate? Don’t you have anything to say?
- Is it going to be good?
- Why? Are you not balanced? Beyond good and bad? Isn’t it all a perspective to you anyway?
- Not all.
- Too shaggy for you, and I don’t buy it. You are just afraid to say something that will tip you off balance and into the abyss you go…
- You know how it goes
- Are you afraid of the abyss? If you are me, you wouldn’t be.
- We are coming from the higher worlds and the abyss is our opposite
- Higher…oh my.., good for you, is it fluffy clouds and spaceships with bubbled colors that creates images of fairy tales? Dancing in formation round and round with light sparkles everywhere?
- You know it…
- Not as a constant, and there is no surety for next time. Did you come for a permanent stay?
- In truck loads, if you like…
- I thought you’ll come in spaceships…
- We can come inside balloons if you like
- What color?
- Multi
- Metallic?
- Sure, if you like it to be… we are here for you
- Ahm… can you change the color of the sky to magenta with a tinge of teal and vanilla fluffed clouds? It is too blue right now…
- We cannot
- What did you say? Say it again please…
- We cannot…
- So, you can come inside balloons, but not change the sky?
- These are two different things, you know.
- They are both enigma to me, for now at least, so, no, I don’t know. But I’ll give you a break, I wouldn’t want you to disappear taking offense, I am all about love you know.
- We are still here. Why are you not telling people what you think?
- Because many people said it before me, and everyone is talking today- it is the new mojo
- But you are unique
- Like Sunny?
- Sunny? From the robot movie you watched twice?
- Yes!
- Not like Sunny. Talk to us… what was the thought that you were looking at?
- There was more than one, you don’t follow close enough
- That’s because we liked one specific, and the others were a bit bleak
- The truth will set you free, I am not afraid of the consequences of dark truth- the sadness that is attached to it can’t touch me, and even if I am sad- it is for a flitting moment. And it is those things that I look at, did you see my magnifying glass? It is my philosopher tool.
- Yes, we debated between us that you might be too much…
- To handle? Opinionated?
- Something like that… Ok, let’s hear it, the bleak ones if you insist.
- I don’t insist. Besides, my thoughts are mine, at least for a little while longer. I am like you… not in a hurry to share clear cut observed bleak stuff… I leave it to the frustrated ones.
- And it is not you. We are clapping and waiting in anticipation…
- I was thinking that most people are followers and for that only, they are stupid, and the ones that lead have a lot to gain by keeping the flame of interest going. Divide and rule where there is no division is a dumb and dumber show that we all see the consequences of and will continue to see. Stupid.
- … You said you wouldn’t…
- I changed my mind.
- You are cunning and cynical.
- And you should have known that, so don’t play naïve.
- People are where they are, until they jump and move up. What was your other thought?
- My other, other, other thought is that I think nothing is wrong with the world or with people, and everyone should back off from everyone else’s business. And my other, other thought is too loaded to pin here.
- Yes, not that one, and you contrast yourself…
- I rather contrast myself than stick to one idea
- Any idea that is encapsulated in one sentence is too broad and can hold few meanings- you need to go deeper- unfold or unpack as they say… at least explain yourself. Because if not, a misconception will fill up the blanks.
- What do you want me to say? Where should I even begin… every subject is inflammatory, and I don’t have audience by the millions to stay safe on any platform, so I watch the comedy.
- That is not a true statement from where we stand.
- Which statement? The fact that it’s inflammatory, the audience, or the comedy?
- All of them. You don’t have to have millions reading your stuff to stay safe, you have us…
- Oh my… yeah, let’s talk real world, shall we?
- We will ignore that…, your observations are the opposite of inflaming…
- Maybe to some extent but the subjects are super problematic
- Any subject is a challenge. And it is not a comedy.
- I’ll give you that, some of it is tragic.
- Yes. Time to unfold? Bring one niche from the pile of your observations and let’s discuss it!
- Now?
- Yes, now is all we have.
- You do you as they say, I need to go do real world stuff. But I’ll be back.
- We will be here
- As you wish.