Why translates to Lama in Hebrew
Heroes fall hard and oceans crash to shore
In 2008 I was in Dharamsala, Mcleodganj.
I walked aimlessly in the streets, and I heard a voice asking me to get into a certain restaurant and wait for a woman. Well, that is weird enough. So, I did it.
A woman came in and we started talking. She had all kinds of boyfriends issues that she wanted to talk about, and I just listened to her stories. After about an hour or so, she invited me to her place. I didn’t want to go, her drama didn’t interest me, but I went anyway because I was shown something. And when we walked in, I saw a nice size picture of the Dali Lama on her living room wall. As my eyes fell on his picture, I knew that his spirit sent me, and he would have sent anyone who could hear his call. I moved the conversation to that picture, and she said that she is praying to him.
I told her what I thought about it, “You don’t pray to a person in the buddhist religion, don’t you know? You just practice the way”. We talked for while about that and I felt a nod of thank you from him as I completed the request and left.
Just before I arrived to Mcleodganj (Mcleod-jan), I could feel the presence of the thick energy as I traveled into Dharamsala and up to Mcleodganj , where the Dali Lama residency stands beside the mountains. I had zero interest in going for audience with him because to me he is just a man and a symbol.
I have been watching the Dali Lama since then because of this interaction.
I loved the Dali Lama. In 2008 it was also the first time I could vote in the USA. But seeing the energies, I chose not to vote and all I could think of is, why can’t we have someone like the Dali Lama as a leader. We need enlightened people in leading positions.
As the years gone by, I changed my position.
As I watched him, slowly but surely, I saw him change. And ever since that time, whenever I checked to listen to what this leader had to say- there was a glitch in the frequency. The glitch started around 2009-10. Those things are hard to detect, but at the time, I was working with an unknown Tibetan master that made me jump few steps in my awareness just because of closeness to this great man. I became ever more sensitive. The challenge I had for so many years is that I don’t always have the words to describe or even explain the twist of energy that I detect. I just know that there is something hidden, no resonance, and yet it is so profound and clear that to me it is solid, and waterproof.
So here I am looking from another point of view: sense making. Reasons for my detection of frequency. It must make sense, or I am just living in my own dream. I don’t know. Kind of like my own dream.
What did the Dali Lama teach? And what did he teach with his actions?
Acceptance.
Compassion.
Inner peace.
How to reach enlightenment. I think. Because I never read his books or took my time to really listen to what he said, but I know the buddhas teachings.
As a YES man- because everything is flow of energy and karma, cause and effect, when the West approached him- he took the bait. Because it was time for the West to take the lead, it can get confusing. What I mean is that at this time the fire of the East had to move to the West. The custodians changed. The incarnations of the new masters is in the West. It is just how the cycles go.
What happened to Tibet and what is happening to Tibet now when he is so well off?
I saw all kinds of statements online that accused him of taking money from big institutions- I don’t know, and I am not going to remote watch because it is not the point. Conspiring is something that is done everyday by everybody. I don’t care enough to know the specifics because I am not good enough to be the judge. But I think that a man who wrote over 80 best sellers doesn’t need money as bribe.
It was his stepping down as Tibet’s political leader when Tibet needed him the most and let himself be manipulated by western leaders that wanted something else. There was a lot of attention on Tibet that dissolved because of it. I met many Tibetans in Nepal and India that hanged a lot of hope in their leader before he stepped down. He will find a way to return home; it’s all temporary, they said.
Did he find a way? No. He left them hanging, and it got worse over the years. why? Because the West pumped him with honor and prestige to get the benefit of China. They persuaded him with a new world image, or maybe bent him. In 2010, I watched the Dali Lama coming in from the front door and leaving from the back door of the white shade building. This was a sign of defeat and surrender, why? I don’t know. All the above?
“Just let us keep the traditions- a little autonomy with our temples, China can take the rest.”- it is not a quote, but close to what he said. Let China consume the resources and destroy the land. Who gives a hoots.
Life is to attain the light- and I ask what is The Light?
I was waiting to see how it is going to expose itself and for me it was in 2010, but the end of it, so I thought, was in 2021 when he lifted his sleeve in front of the world to persuade people to be stung with the vx. So much for awareness.
So did he go blind throughout the years, or did he turn a blind eye? – he seemed perfectly capable in 2008, I have witnessed it. Here is the thing, you are either aware or you are not. If you are aware and you are not for the people, you are in opposition to creation.
There is no middle way here.
I am supposed to be half aware person in comparison to the great holy, but as the episode of 2020 cov started, my gut said watch for your freedom. By the time he lifted his sleeve- I was already unpacked with my whole life in another place just to avoid the same thing he recommended. Yes, I moved State to avoid man- dates.
Personally, I couldn’t stand looking at him by 2021.
I don’t think he did anything worse than any other leader. It is a tough one.
I don’t think he deserves this terrible attention. I think he did what he could and for many years he served well according to the status quo of the state of the planet.
Talking about compassion is great.
Learning the way of the Buddha is great.
Keeping the knowledge of spirit in the Tibetan temples was important for the generations they have done it.
As the planetary population were well asleep- someone had to keep the torch going for a long time. It was the Tibetans (and others, but here I am looking at him now). The Dali Lama and all the great Masters stories were a mystery to the west, not too long ago. How can one person be born into this world and remember all his previous lives? The knowledge and practice of the Tibetans monks and masters is unparallel to anything we have known thus far. I am still learning. There was a reason they needed to be monks- it was a self-discipline to go against the current of the sleepy heads all around- fighters of spirit. Today, many people are not only meditating because of Buddha’s teachings, but also remembering themselves.
This is what the Dali Lama represented.
I am talking about the oceanic embodiment, the Dali Lama because a good friend called me a few days ago and said, “have you seen it?”. I haven’t. “Eden, he is done for!”, and she told me all about the incident of the Dali Lama that got caught on camera telling a kid to suck his tongue. I just said to my friend that he was done years ago.
People are saying that the tongue is well known in the Tibetan tradition, and I agree. But how many years did the Lama spend in the West? He should have known better. If I look at that specific incident with the boy, I ask one question: would you stick your tongue for your child to suck on? Or would you let somebody do it to your child? Just for the feel of it, stick your tongue right now and imagine a kid sucking on it. Sorry, it is a no brainer.
What is done is done, and maybe it was bound to happen.
Maybe it is time to step down from the stage. Personally, he was not the one for me.
Maybe, I heard the bells for something better in our world ringing strongly in my ears. Something breathable and light.
Maybe, no keeping knowledge is needed any longer and we are all can embody the ocean. We are discovering it, and taking it from here. But there is no way I am going to take one man and make him a symbol of a whole tradition, history, and knowledge of a beautiful and important culture like Tibet.
Maybe, it is time for straight up. Clean. Forward. New sun.
Thank you for your service, the last Dali Lama.