I heard some people say that there is no good or evil, that it is all a game, and everyone is playing the part that they chose ahead of time before they came to this life to perform it.
I have to say, I understand this point of view, after all, I am not a great participator of the ongoing drama. I always feel that the great stage of good and evil of the world already showed it all, and we have seen it all. And what is left for each of us is to discern and choose what to keep and what to dispel until it is dissolved. Or not.
If I could choose, I would live on a higher ground. Keep my space tight, not letting the ‘theater’ in, or anything that is not aligned with this higher ground of mine to enter my personal space.
The men that my girlfriends had been with and broke up with, I wouldn’t give a chance from the get-go because on a higher ground it is written on their faces that there is no match here. A job with low ethical standards, I wouldn’t apply. A person with a fake smile, I would walk away as if I didn’t hear him say hi. A brutal bubble in some way. It reminds me of the western Namaste people who don’t hug, afraid of the touch.
But as I said time and again, we live in a stackable world. And while my legs are on this ground with few more billions with legs like mine, my eyes cannot ignore the thickness or lightness of spaces that I walk into.
I found a trick somewhere in the middle, to say Yes, and No at the same time and space. Negate with my mind what I don’t like seeing, while my heart remains in love, open and unprotected. So, I say, “absolutely not, and yes, I love you” without saying a word.
I find that unbalanced good can be as stupid as evil. It will justify helping evil by trying to make it look beautiful because it doesn’t understand that it can exist. A double whammy.
Part of the wave particle evolution is a continuum. It is building on top of experience. It is a connected wavey line. Yes, of course we all came from the same source- and on a parallel universe we might as well be all beautiful- I don’t know, we are not all from the same tent even in a parallel universe, we might not have the same jokes.
So if in our past, we had to learn from good and bad. We can still learn from it on a higher octave.
Few years ago, I don’t know how I stumbled on a facebook page of people who torture animals. I couldn’t believe it. I couldn’t believe it exists on our planet. I’ll take this evil as an example.
The fact that those people are good on the soul level is debatable, in my perception. I think they are lost and fragmented. Like a water crystal of Hitler. Boom kaboom. Do they deserve jail? Yes.
The higher ground, to my opinion, is everything above including helping them heal. Throw them in jail and invest in their healing. That is the love and that is compassion mixed with reason.
The people that say there is no good or evil are disconnected from the fact that there is a choice. Our path turned to good and evil, but did it have to? Isn’t there any other game we can play? Bicycle is a nice game, no? I think we can evolve or devolve, and it has to do with choice.
I gave an extreme example of evil. But when you become sensitive to energy- any vibration that is not clean from unaware subconscious influences presents itself as a low vibration that you pick up on. I think we call this one passive aggressive. Or passive something. It is the hidden stuff.
What if you are sensitive to thoughts flying in the air? ether?
This is where everything collapses, and my brain becomes useless. This is where my heart takes the wheel and radiates on levels I cannot explain- telling me, “There is so much to nurture.”
Just love.
I understand the collapse you write about. It’s when the mind gets so exhausted by the details of the cosmos that it finally arrives at the truth. Just love. Don’t sweat it, realize that love takes many forms and when you are true to self you are loving.
That’s what allowed you to write that those who torture animals are just fragmented, and the importance of their healing, even though they act in such damaging and counterproductive ways. And the love you give yourself has you walking away from fake smilers.
Been reading about “ruthlessness,” that it’s a wonderful tool that higher vibrational beings use all the time. A sobriety, a certainty of movement, thinking, acting, that lacks self-pity and self-importance, which extends to pity and importance of other-selves. On the surface it makes one look cold or not compassionate, but it is a higher attainment of connection to source that whisks us into movement and action for the greatest net good—our mind in separation doesn’t get it, too many informational inputs. To me, to be ruthless in this way is to love thoughtlessly, unconditionally.
Did a process with two friends about all the divine information that is ready to be retrieved by us. Our meditative conclusion was that if we let it all in right now our brains would literally fry 🤯. So we intended to pull little by little, as much as we can take while living among the dilapidated structures of society. I think the information has to do with pure presence and the removal of the last threads of past/future thinking.
Oh Eden. This is so beautiful.
You said, "So, I say, “absolutely not, and yes, I love you” without saying a word." -- this is profound, and something I am learning how to do.
My question is how do you move beyond the mental stories of the unhealed so they don't drag you into their web of pain?
I have a friend who constantly calls me to attack my peace. I tell him I love him, and I sense he feels pain hearing those words. So he attacks harder.
I breathe through it, and wish him well. But I am so tired of this dance. And my heart loves him, yet my brain wants to replay his venomous words even days later.
I see him as a great teacher. A teacher of restraint. But I want to leave our calls, and his words behind when the phone clicks off.
At least for now, I'm trusting in the new boundaries I've set with him. And I'm not picking up the phone for a while. Not sure what else I should do.
Any advice?
Being sensitive to energy and thoughts is intense at times, as you well know.