50 ways to love

The world of good and evil.

I heard some people say that there is no good or evil, that it is all a game, and everyone is playing the part that they chose ahead of time before they came to this life to perform it.

I have to say, I understand this point of view, after all, I am not a great participator of the ongoing drama. I always feel that the great stage of good and evil of the world already showed it all, and we have seen it all. And what is left for each of us is to discern and choose what to keep and what to dispel until it is dissolved. Or not.

If I could choose, I would live on a higher ground. Keep my space tight, not letting the ‘theater’ in, or anything that is not aligned with this higher ground of mine to enter my personal space.

The men that my girlfriends had been with and broke up with, I wouldn’t give a chance from the get-go because on a higher ground it is written on their faces that there is no match here. A job with low ethical standards, I wouldn’t apply. A person with a fake smile, I would walk away as if I didn’t hear him say hi. A brutal bubble in some way. It reminds me of the western Namaste people who don’t hug, afraid of the touch.

But as I said time and again, we live in a stackable world. And while my legs are on this ground with few more billions with legs like mine, my eyes cannot ignore the thickness or lightness of spaces that I walk into.

I found a trick somewhere in the middle, to say Yes, and No at the same time and space. Negate with my mind what I don’t like seeing, while my heart remains in love, open and unprotected. So, I say, “absolutely not, and yes, I love you” without saying a word.

I meant 50 million

I find that unbalanced good can be as stupid as evil. It will justify helping evil by trying to make it look beautiful because it doesn’t understand that it can exist. A double whammy.

Part of the wave particle evolution is a continuum. It is building on top of experience. It is a connected wavey line. Yes, of course we all came from the same source- and on a parallel universe we might as well be all beautiful- I don’t know, we are not all from the same tent even in a parallel universe, we might not have the same jokes.  

So if in our past, we had to learn from good and bad. We can still learn from it on a higher octave.

Few years ago, I don’t know how I stumbled on a facebook page of people who torture animals. I couldn’t believe it. I couldn’t believe it exists on our planet. I’ll take this evil as an example.

The fact that those people are good on the soul level is debatable, in my perception. I think they are lost and fragmented. Like a water crystal of Hitler. Boom kaboom. Do they deserve jail? Yes.

The higher ground, to my opinion, is everything above including helping them heal. Throw them in jail and invest in their healing. That is the love and that is compassion mixed with reason.

The people that say there is no good or evil are disconnected from the fact that there is a choice. Our path turned to good and evil, but did it have to? Isn’t there any other game we can play? Bicycle is a nice game, no?  I think we can evolve or devolve, and it has to do with choice.

I gave an extreme example of evil. But when you become sensitive to energy- any vibration that is not clean from unaware subconscious influences presents itself as a low vibration that you pick up on. I think we call this one passive aggressive. Or passive something. It is the hidden stuff.

What if you are sensitive to thoughts flying in the air? ether?

This is where everything collapses, and my brain becomes useless. This is where my heart takes the wheel and radiates on levels I cannot explain- telling me, “There is so much to nurture.”

Just love.