I understand the collapse you write about. It’s when the mind gets so exhausted by the details of the cosmos that it finally arrives at the truth. Just love. Don’t sweat it, realize that love takes many forms and when you are true to self you are loving.
That’s what allowed you to write that those who torture animals are just fragmented, and the importance of their healing, even though they act in such damaging and counterproductive ways. And the love you give yourself has you walking away from fake smilers.
Been reading about “ruthlessness,” that it’s a wonderful tool that higher vibrational beings use all the time. A sobriety, a certainty of movement, thinking, acting, that lacks self-pity and self-importance, which extends to pity and importance of other-selves. On the surface it makes one look cold or not compassionate, but it is a higher attainment of connection to source that whisks us into movement and action for the greatest net good—our mind in separation doesn’t get it, too many informational inputs. To me, to be ruthless in this way is to love thoughtlessly, unconditionally.
Did a process with two friends about all the divine information that is ready to be retrieved by us. Our meditative conclusion was that if we let it all in right now our brains would literally fry 🤯. So we intended to pull little by little, as much as we can take while living among the dilapidated structures of society. I think the information has to do with pure presence and the removal of the last threads of past/future thinking.
I also found that I can't hold energies, I need to let them pass through and rely on the greater. I can't pay attention to every nuance and then drill myself for not doing it, or doing it. So, the collapse is to let myself be- not reach, not try, and not even become because I am already. So, yeah, not break a sweat.
You said, "So, I say, “absolutely not, and yes, I love you” without saying a word." -- this is profound, and something I am learning how to do.
My question is how do you move beyond the mental stories of the unhealed so they don't drag you into their web of pain?
I have a friend who constantly calls me to attack my peace. I tell him I love him, and I sense he feels pain hearing those words. So he attacks harder.
I breathe through it, and wish him well. But I am so tired of this dance. And my heart loves him, yet my brain wants to replay his venomous words even days later.
I see him as a great teacher. A teacher of restraint. But I want to leave our calls, and his words behind when the phone clicks off.
At least for now, I'm trusting in the new boundaries I've set with him. And I'm not picking up the phone for a while. Not sure what else I should do.
Any advice?
Being sensitive to energy and thoughts is intense at times, as you well know.
It always helps to say, "I wish you well"- it was part of my practice for a long time. It doesn't always work...does it? :)
It is psychology work with yourself. It happens to me on different levels, it's like I closed one hole, and I found there are others lol. The good thing is that I have many tools, so I contain it.
The question is WHY. Why did it stuck in my mind? What does it attach to, in me? Acknowledge it, and hug it. Then, if it has a hook or reference to you or not- you say something like "It is not mine". Now, can you laugh about yourself? I can. Almost have to.
I have people in my life that are attaching to my old anger, and to my old "not good enough" - It was tricky to recognize it. (Gees, this is so complex, the "not good enough" has many faces) I looked at them to see what is the common ground of those energies... and I said to them, "we are a little different, don't you think? Therefore, you are not mine" Not mine.
Some of those people disappeared from my life because they are just teachers. And some of them do not attack with the same energy anymore. I still see it- but it is their attachment, not mine. I mean to say, that "not good enough" is standing in the air but it doesn't have a plug to me anymore. If the person in front of you (or on the phone) is growing and is a real friend- he will feel your heart and be lifted, not buzz about it, but if not- it will cringe and (sorry to say) the entity behind it will try harder and show itself.
When I practiced Holographic Kinetics, I realized that there are attachments that if not put in place- they grow out of proportions and they use gates coming from people. I realized that I have to grow some balls, and say: this is my space, my game- you have no business here (to the entity).
I saw The Chosen show, and there was a scene when Jesus exorcised demons. I was jealous:) but my point is, see and love the man, not the hiding entity.
I understand the collapse you write about. It’s when the mind gets so exhausted by the details of the cosmos that it finally arrives at the truth. Just love. Don’t sweat it, realize that love takes many forms and when you are true to self you are loving.
That’s what allowed you to write that those who torture animals are just fragmented, and the importance of their healing, even though they act in such damaging and counterproductive ways. And the love you give yourself has you walking away from fake smilers.
Been reading about “ruthlessness,” that it’s a wonderful tool that higher vibrational beings use all the time. A sobriety, a certainty of movement, thinking, acting, that lacks self-pity and self-importance, which extends to pity and importance of other-selves. On the surface it makes one look cold or not compassionate, but it is a higher attainment of connection to source that whisks us into movement and action for the greatest net good—our mind in separation doesn’t get it, too many informational inputs. To me, to be ruthless in this way is to love thoughtlessly, unconditionally.
Did a process with two friends about all the divine information that is ready to be retrieved by us. Our meditative conclusion was that if we let it all in right now our brains would literally fry 🤯. So we intended to pull little by little, as much as we can take while living among the dilapidated structures of society. I think the information has to do with pure presence and the removal of the last threads of past/future thinking.
Yes.
I also found that I can't hold energies, I need to let them pass through and rely on the greater. I can't pay attention to every nuance and then drill myself for not doing it, or doing it. So, the collapse is to let myself be- not reach, not try, and not even become because I am already. So, yeah, not break a sweat.
Oh Eden. This is so beautiful.
You said, "So, I say, “absolutely not, and yes, I love you” without saying a word." -- this is profound, and something I am learning how to do.
My question is how do you move beyond the mental stories of the unhealed so they don't drag you into their web of pain?
I have a friend who constantly calls me to attack my peace. I tell him I love him, and I sense he feels pain hearing those words. So he attacks harder.
I breathe through it, and wish him well. But I am so tired of this dance. And my heart loves him, yet my brain wants to replay his venomous words even days later.
I see him as a great teacher. A teacher of restraint. But I want to leave our calls, and his words behind when the phone clicks off.
At least for now, I'm trusting in the new boundaries I've set with him. And I'm not picking up the phone for a while. Not sure what else I should do.
Any advice?
Being sensitive to energy and thoughts is intense at times, as you well know.
It always helps to say, "I wish you well"- it was part of my practice for a long time. It doesn't always work...does it? :)
It is psychology work with yourself. It happens to me on different levels, it's like I closed one hole, and I found there are others lol. The good thing is that I have many tools, so I contain it.
The question is WHY. Why did it stuck in my mind? What does it attach to, in me? Acknowledge it, and hug it. Then, if it has a hook or reference to you or not- you say something like "It is not mine". Now, can you laugh about yourself? I can. Almost have to.
I have people in my life that are attaching to my old anger, and to my old "not good enough" - It was tricky to recognize it. (Gees, this is so complex, the "not good enough" has many faces) I looked at them to see what is the common ground of those energies... and I said to them, "we are a little different, don't you think? Therefore, you are not mine" Not mine.
Some of those people disappeared from my life because they are just teachers. And some of them do not attack with the same energy anymore. I still see it- but it is their attachment, not mine. I mean to say, that "not good enough" is standing in the air but it doesn't have a plug to me anymore. If the person in front of you (or on the phone) is growing and is a real friend- he will feel your heart and be lifted, not buzz about it, but if not- it will cringe and (sorry to say) the entity behind it will try harder and show itself.
When I practiced Holographic Kinetics, I realized that there are attachments that if not put in place- they grow out of proportions and they use gates coming from people. I realized that I have to grow some balls, and say: this is my space, my game- you have no business here (to the entity).
I saw The Chosen show, and there was a scene when Jesus exorcised demons. I was jealous:) but my point is, see and love the man, not the hiding entity.
Thanks Eden. Wise words, and great tips.
I haven't heard of The Chosen so I'll look it up :)
After writing this, "Forgive and let live" is what came to me.
MMmmmmmmmm :)
Thanks Eden. Your words are powerful.